deliberation
it’s been so long that i’ve been waiting
so close now i can almost taste it
but hastily the days have turned to years
the dreams begun to fade and time is wasting
a web of doubt entangles me
and it begins to strangle me
so sick of all of your complaining
about things in your power to change
there’s no one else to blame for all of your mistakes
your indecision and procrastinating
veil of denial hides the truth
it’s your own hand around your neck suffocating you
blustery are the winds of change they blow uncertainty
thunderous are the clouds that crawl across my thoughts they leave me questioning
violently the storm it rages raining down the fears
and now you're drowning,
drowning in the regret
drowning in a flood of tears
the search should go no farther than within to uncover who i really am
to discover that it's you my friend